Monday, September 10, 2012

morning - had vaginal lips re-adjustment issues (they are sore, so stupid...)
afternoon/evening - panty re-adjusting issues. I was either taking them on and off or trying to deal witht eh discomfort by stiffening up and/or moving awkwardly or not being able to sit...I'd eventually give in and mess witht hem, but managed to keep the same pair on all day.

night - made my bed with new sheets, which took alot longer than usual - 20 mins or so. The sheets were slightly too big so had to tuck them in perfectly, and this is the first time in a while I'm trying to sleep with a bed sheet between me and the comforter (the sheet tends to drive me nuts). It's not that sheets don't feel good to me, though sometimes they are cheep and suck balls,  it's the simple fact that if they are present on my bed, when I make the bed or get in it I have to smooth out ALL the wrinkles and make sure that the comforter's edges (in this case a fleece blanket) line up perfectly parallel to the sheet's. Drives me nuts, makes me look silly to my roomies, and waists my time. Ridding myself of the temptation altogether is best.

I know this is the same reason that I have yet to unpack my clothes and put them away. It's been over a week now and they are still piled up in my suit case. I'm so glad that I no longer feel the need to perfectly fold and place everything when packing, but I still spend hours unpacking. I have to do all this folding and refolding to get rid of wrinkles and hang everything perfectly with the same amount of clothing hanging on both sides of the hanger's hook. it can take more than an evening.

For some reason, if I don't start it doesn't bother me. If I do, then I'm screwed...hmm, I wonder how many other things I unknowingly handle like this...sigh