Tuesday, August 14, 2012

5 minutes late to work this morning (the usual) because I spent too long messing with my eye lashes in the mirror and changing my underpants until things felt comfortable. I'm currently an as needed babysitter, so being a few minutes late usually isn't a problem, but I still always let myself down - I would like to be on time or even a few minutes early more often than once a week! D:

Had to completely remove and put my bra back on 2 or 3 times while there, as well as my underpants...in the bathroom of course. Had more vaginal lip readjustment issues today too. I feel so bad and retarded when I have these little episodes while I'm watching kids. Of course I don't leave them in any unattended danger or anything while I'm gone in the bathroom (no more than 15 mins), I do it while they're watching cartoons and such things, but still it's messed up. When the kids come looking for me when im gone for too long, it's such a horrible feeling.

till tomorrow! or whenever next time is.

2 comments:

  1. Keeping up with my OCD rituals have made me late for work and for just about everything at one point or another. It's frustrating, I know.

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    1. Dude, IDK if yuo know how much it means to me to convers with another person that shares the same issue. I've met and even lived with others who have OCD, but never anything on my level and none of the constant late crap.
      Thanks for letting me know. :)

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