Those have been my 3 big issues since I last posted, though those are always my 3 main issues... so uncomfortable, I'm terrified over finding work when I'm done with my final semester of college in December...uhg.
OK! I know what I need to do; I need to stop with all the generalizing and worry of the future talk and focus on documenting what's happened in an OCD filled (or not) day. That is what will help me! OH! Speaking of things that help me; I'm going back to San Francisco for school tomorrow, which means I'll be able to start seeing my psychologist again - for the first time in 3 months! I'm kind of excited, lol, feels silly saying that. Telling an old man biweekly about my obsession with the comfort of my boobies and vag...
Anyway, point is it will be my last few months with him and I have a good feeling it will help.
Also, I've started taking my medication again! I ran out while visiting my family for the summer months, finally was able to get a refill. IDK if they are the best pills for me yet or not, but I'm hoping so. the first pills I started with at the turn of the year were great but had bad and possibly dangerous side effects, a bit depressed that those didn't work out. I bought awesome new comfy underwear today too. Here's hoping all that crap together helps!
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I babysat again today, had underwear adjusting problems while there. had to go to the bathroom once just to take off and put the undies back on, the bra was bugging me too (granted I think I'm a little fat for it at the moment, haha).
Earlier this afternoon, I was getting ready to go out shopping with my mom, took me 2 pairs of underwear and multiple times of taking putting them on and taking them off to feel find the right pair and feel moderately comfortable. I couldn't seem to get the elastic bands of my underwear to line up symmetrically and feel right today.
CURSES!!! D8<
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